January 2011
169 posts
Sad
Things have been really bad lately
-A couple kids from my high school got caught in a house fire. One of them died, and the other might be brain dead. I wasn’t very close to either of them, although, i was close to the girl’s little brother. I feel so fucking bad for him. It’s bringing up all these bad memories of when my dad was in the hospital.
-I miss my dad. I hate that...
WatchJust woke up. I need a haircut. I think i’m getting better at piano, but i miss guitar.
Anonymous asked: What's your major at uni?
Anonymous asked: you never answer my questions :( i don't know why. i used to post them not anon cause i thought you were ignoring me so now i ask anon and you still don't answer them.
Anonymous asked: Oh wow, and you have the much facial hair?
How much has your voice dropped?
How much has your voice dropped?
Anonymous asked: In what ways do you feel your identity is fetishized by people?
Anonymous asked: How long have you been on T?
Anonymous asked: well...why you so cute?
agoodkidipromise-deactivated201 asked: hiya. describe your current gender identity, in the most descriptive way possible. i'm not even trying to make you label yourself, this shit changes from second to second at times, but i'm curious as to what it is right now. today.
ASK ME
I finished my paper! Yessss.
I’m need to blow off steam.
Ask me anything?
http://hairyqueerkid.tumblr.com/ask
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Paranoid Penis Rant
I WISH MY DICK WAS BIGGER. I go through these periods where i get super paranoid about my dick size. Is it small for a trans guy?!
Then i go through periods where i think i must have the biggest wiener in the world.
I don’t even knnnooow. I’m just being a paranoid teenage boy. Chill out. Chill out.
Wrote three sentences of essay
Ate an entire box of Cheeze-Its
Felt bad about myself
Went back on Tumblr
jayxcub asked: wait, wait. what is this about kombucha and hrt?? my heart may be breaking right this very moment.
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Anonymous asked: I found your 'boys will be boys' photo very triggering. Just a heads up - I followed you because of your social justice content and because your tumblr doesn't tend towards nude photos. A warning would be cool next time, maybe?
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There is so much stigma around being attracted to...
Not just me, but all trans people.
I hate that the very act of finding me attractive is considered radical.
destroythebinary asked: i saw your "boys will be boys" pic. nice! I was wondering what cock that is? I like the looks of the balls and size. And where can I check it out? link?
Seriously considering going into sex work
Would y’all watch me if i was in porn?
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Radical Hott Off Notes: i have an old, gray, fat,... →
radicallyhottoff:
and I say that not to do some genital essentializing bullshit where i’m all—ooh, my womb makes me a wombon and my vag is a sacred portal of life!!!
i say that instead to say—at one point—i had a very nice porn pussy. the fuckable kind that would get me laid and/or married. i nourished it with…
Anonymous asked: I think it's really fucked in your queer porn video you said you felt weird because you saw a "creepy straight cis dude" at the queer porn workshop. I find it ridiculous that you think you can make assumptions about someone's sexual orientation and gender identity just from looking at them WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING THEM
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Anonymous asked: What are you studying at Evergreen?
Anonymous asked: What is this porn week you speak of? People having sex in a classroom? Do tell more.
I cant believe I just missed Jiz Le female...
Porn week
The live sex demonstrations were the best part of porn week! So awesome. Swooning over all the beautiful sex workers and oly folk, as per usual. Crushin’ on the world.
So funny that people were fucking/cumming in a classroom. Only Evergreen would actually pay for hot queers to fuck on-campus.
So thankful for the abundance of fierce ladies in...
Seriously. Y’all are amazing.
Anonymous asked: so sick of people thinking transfolk need to make their lives the most polite, unoffensive, educational infomericals for cis assholes who are too lazy to seek out the innumerable resources out there for understanding what it means to live as a trans person and what it means to be a good ally...
ya didn't sign up to be the world's ambassador for queer/straight relations....
ya didn't sign up to be the world's ambassador for queer/straight relations....
Anonymous asked: hi Jude:
This also is not a question.
Just a comment, small piece of advice that i imagine will be taken offensively which i really really don't want it to.
Anyway, your tumblr says "Ask me anything you know you want to" and is open to ANYONE in the entire world which is brave and i commend you for that (being able to open yourself up to the...
This also is not a question.
Just a comment, small piece of advice that i imagine will be taken offensively which i really really don't want it to.
Anyway, your tumblr says "Ask me anything you know you want to" and is open to ANYONE in the entire world which is brave and i commend you for that (being able to open yourself up to the...
Anonymous asked: this isn't a question. but i knew you in high school. i thought you were cute in a lezbonic way. now i think you are damn fine in a straight way. basically what i want you to get from this message is keep doin you cuz you are super.
asdf
I was shaving off my neck stubble, and i accidentally shaved my beard line. I had to reshape it and now it’s too high! OH MY GOSH. I suck at maintaining my facial hair. I give up!! Back to the chin strap. a;sldfa;sldkfj
EDIT: Never mind!! I ended up shaving most of it off. Just kept the sideburns. My beard is too patchy to grow out. It’s so close though! Every time i grow it out, it...
Anonymous asked: you said: "And yes, i would say that someone who is familiar with trans people would know that i’m trans."
my question - how would someone know you are trans just by looking at you?
my question - how would someone know you are trans just by looking at you?
The Grandest of Gaucheries: I think love needs to... →
grandgaucheries:
Love and care and affection are not scarce resources. We need to get away from a model of love that views it economically. There is no shortage, we just haven’t been taught how to live it and give it.
We all seek so desperately to find it that we often latch on tight with both hands, hoping that…
Anonymous asked: aside from the hell of binding and possible dysphoria triggered from the way your chest looked pre-surgery when clothed and in public, do you ever miss the way your chest looked, by yourself, when you were shirtless/undressed?
Anonymous asked: hey jude! i just wanted to ask, do you think you are visibly queer in society? as in, do you think people see you and read you as a queer male? or possible even trans? and if not, do you miss that aspect of being visibly queer? stay awesome! :D
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Let the rain soothe your ache.
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Suffering from MAJOR lower dysphoria today
Haven’t felt this way in months. Totally disgusted/frustrated with my body.
Someone once described dysphoria to me as “The feeling when you’re walking downstairs and you miss a step. You’re expecting the step to be there, but it just isn’t”.
Exactly.